Maria Mena om kjæresten - - Jeg elsker ham

18 Apr 2020

Dagbladet.no

Artisten letter på sløret om tilværelsen og den nye kjæresten.

image: Refinansiering kan redusere renten betraktelig

I midten av mars avslørte artist Maria Mena (34) at hun hadde funnet kjærligheten på ny etter bruddet med Bård Hauki. Det gjorde hun under en spørsmålsrunde på Instagrams historiefunksjon, hvor hun svarte «ja» på et spørsmål fra en av følgerne på om hun hadde fått seg kjæreste.

Gjennom sin Instagram-profil har 34-åringen siden den gang delt innblikk fra hverdagen sin hvor hennes nye kjæreste har vært å se. Hun har imidlertid holdt kortene tett til brystet hva gjelder å uttale seg om kjæresten, før nå.

Letter på sløret

I et intervju med VG pluss forteller hun at kjæresten først dukket opp da hun endelig var klar for å være alene. Til avisa innrømmer hun at han kom på et tidspunkt hvor hun for første gang i livet ikke trengte «å bli fikset».

- Nå kunne jeg si: Her er ingenting gærent. Det er bare opptur. Jeg er verdens kuleste dame, velkommen inn! forteller hun til VG.

image: Professor: Middagen som forbrenner magefettet

Dagbladet Pluss

At livet smiler for artisten har imidlertid ikke bare med hennes nye kjæreste å gjøre.

- Folk tror umiddelbart at det handler om at jeg har fått meg kjæreste. Han er en bonus, han er en topp fyr, og jeg elsker ham, men det handler ikke om han. Alt det jeg har gjort for å komme dit jeg er i livet, har jeg gjort selv, sier hun.

.dMusLV.dMusLV{position:relative;background:black;background-image:url('https://cdn.jwplayer.com/thumbs/CIp2sdRt-720.jpg');background-size:cover;padding-bottom:56.25%;-webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0s;transition:padding-bottom 0s;--webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0s;} .dMusLV.dMusLV .jwplayer:focus{border:0.1rem solid darkgoldenrod;} .dMusLV.dMusLV.sticky-jw{position:relative;background:transparent;padding-bottom:30%;-webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0.4s ease-in;transition:padding-bottom 0.4s ease-in;--webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0.4s ease-in;} .dMusLV.dMusLV .jw-slider-time{padding:0 12px;} .dMusLV.dMusLV .jw-nextup-body{padding:8px;} .dMusLV.dMusLV .jw-title-primary{padding-left:20px;padding-right:20px;padding-bottom:0.5em;font-size:18px;line-height:24px;} .dMusLV.dMusLV .jw-title{top:unset;bottom:0;padding-top:0;text-shadow:0 0 2px black;font-weight:600;} .dMusLV.dMusLV .jw-title-secondary{display:none;} .dMusLV.dMusLV .jw-volume-tip{padding:13px 0 26px;} .dMusLV.dMusLV.dMusLV.dMusLV .jw-nextup-container{display:none;} .dMusLV.dMusLV.dMusLV.dMusLV .jw-controls-backdrop{background:transparent;} .dMusLV.dMusLV.dMusLV.dMusLV .jw-state-idle .jw-controls{background:rgba(0,0,0,0.15);} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm{position:relative;background:black;background-color:black;background-size:cover;padding-bottom:56.25%;-webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0s;transition:padding-bottom 0s;--webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0s;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jwplayer:focus{border:0.1rem solid darkgoldenrod;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm.sticky-jw{position:relative;background:transparent;padding-bottom:30%;-webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0.4s ease-in;transition:padding-bottom 0.4s ease-in;--webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0.4s ease-in;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-slider-time{padding:0 12px;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-nextup-body{padding:8px;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-title-primary{padding-left:20px;padding-right:20px;padding-bottom:0.5em;font-size:18px;line-height:24px;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-title{top:unset;bottom:0;padding-top:0;text-shadow:0 0 2px black;font-weight:600;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-title-secondary{display:none;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-volume-tip{padding:13px 0 26px;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm.kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-nextup-container{display:none;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm.kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-controls-backdrop{background:transparent;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm.kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-state-idle .jw-controls{background:rgba(0,0,0,0.15);} data-styled.g5[id="JWStyler-sc-1ajg9q1-0"]{content:"dMusLV,kYMcXm,"} .gBuuJT{background-color:transparent;-webkit-font-smoothing:initial;display:-webkit-box;display:-webkit-flex;display:-ms-flexbox;display:flex;-webkit-flex-direction:column;-ms-flex-direction:column;flex-direction:column;-webkit-box-pack:center;-webkit-justify-content:center;-ms-flex-pack:center;justify-content:center;-webkit-align-items:center;-webkit-box-align:center;-ms-flex-align:center;align-items:center;text-align:center;position:absolute;top:0;left:0;width:100%;height:100%;color:#fff;background-image:url(https://cdn.jwplayer.com/thumbs/CIp2sdRt-720.jpg);background-size:cover;} .gBuuJT:before{content:'';position:absolute;top:0;left:0;bottom:0;right:0;background-size:100.5% 100.5%;background-image:linear-gradient( to bottom,rgba(0,0,0,0),rgba(0,0,0,0.51) 29%,#000000 );} .gBuuJT a:visited{color:#fff;} .gBuuJT *{font-family:'Helvetica Neue','Helvetica','Arial',sans-serif;} data-styled.g6[id="VideoPaywall__Main-dm0pqv-0"]{content:"gBuuJT,"} .kzWgsD{width:250px;position:relative;font-size:16px;line-height:22px;font-style:italic;-webkit-letter-spacing:0.3px;-moz-letter-spacing:0.3px;-ms-letter-spacing:0.3px;letter-spacing:0.3px;} @media screen and (min-width:64em){.kzWgsD{width:280px;font-size:18px;}} data-styled.g7[id="VideoPaywall__Title-dm0pqv-1"]{content:"kzWgsD,"} .fhertS{opacity:0.8;font-size:14px;position:absolute;bottom:15px;right:10px;text-align:right;} data-styled.g9[id="VideoPaywall__LoginSection-dm0pqv-3"]{content:"fhertS,"} .gfgUyz{color:#222;color:#fff;-webkit-text-decoration:underline;text-decoration:underline;text-transform:uppercase;padding:10px 5px;font-weight:600;} data-styled.g10[id="VideoPaywall__LoginLink-dm0pqv-4"]{content:"gfgUyz,"} .jAllFO{font-family:"Helveticons";-webkit-font-smoothing:antialiased;-moz-osx-font-smoothing:antialiased;speak:none;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;font-variant:normal;text-transform:none;line-height:1;font-size:0.8rem;} .jAllFO::before{content:"\e87e";} data-styled.g11[id="FontIcon__Icon-sc-1l3oo8a-0"]{content:"jAllFO,"} .bprrMT.bprrMT{position:absolute;cursor:pointer;display:none;border:none;top:0;right:0;margin-bottom:0;background:#d60000;color:white;padding:0.1rem;z-index:1;width:1.7rem;height:1.7rem;border-radius:50%;} .bprrMT.bprrMT > span{line-height:1rem;} @media screen and (min-width:64rem){.bprrMT.bprrMT{top:calc(-2.4rem / 2);right:calc(-2.4rem / 2);margin-bottom:calc(2.4rem / 10);}} .bprrMT.bprrMT:focus{outline:none;} data-styled.g12[id="close-sticky-button__StyledButton-sc-18i82sy-0"]{content:"bprrMT,"} .dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize{-webkit-transform:translate(-50%,0);-ms-transform:translate(-50%,0);transform:translate(-50%,0);left:50%;width:100%;position:fixed;top:0;z-index:1010;margin-top:0;} @media screen and (min-width:64rem){.dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize{-webkit-transform:translate(-100%,0);-ms-transform:translate(-100%,0);transform:translate(-100%,0);width:385px;max-width:75rem;left:calc(50% - ((980px / 2) - 385px));margin:20px 0;}} .dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize .jw-title-primary{display:none;} .dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize > div{box-shadow:0.1rem 0.1rem 2.15rem 4px rgba(0,0,0,0.3);} .dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize .close-sticky-btn{display:block;} @media screen and (min-width:64rem){.dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize-main{top:0;position:fixed;width:462px;max-width:75rem;right:calc(50% - 101rem / 2);z-index:1010;border:1rem solid transparent;}.dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize-main .close-sticky-btn{display:none;}} data-styled.g13[id="Sticky__StyledPlayerWrapper-sc-14plne4-0"]{content:"dhMwWz,"} .fmslWm{-webkit-letter-spacing:0.1rem;-moz-letter-spacing:0.1rem;-ms-letter-spacing:0.1rem;letter-spacing:0.1rem;background-color:#ececec;border-color:#bdbdbd;color:#222222;border-style:solid;border-width:0;cursor:pointer;font-weight:400;font-family:inherit;font-size:1.28rem;line-height:normal;margin:0 0.25rem 1.25rem;position:relative;-webkit-text-decoration:none;text-decoration:none;text-align:center;border-radius:0;display:inline-block;padding-top:calc(2.4rem / 2);padding-right:calc(1.4rem * 1.5);padding-bottom:calc(2.4rem / 2);padding-left:calc(1.4rem * 1.5);-webkit-transition:background-color 300ms ease-out;transition:background-color 300ms ease-out;display:none;top:15%;left:2%;height:40px;font-size:16px;position:absolute;background:none;overflow:hidden;margin:0;z-index:10;font-weight:bold;-webkit-letter-spacing:0.1px;-moz-letter-spacing:0.1px;-ms-letter-spacing:0.1px;letter-spacing:0.1px;padding:0;} .fmslWm a{color:inherit;font-size:inherit;font-weight:inherit;-webkit-text-decoration:inherit;text-decoration:inherit;} .fmslWm a:visited{color:inherit;} .fmslWm:hover{box-shadow:0 0 1px 1px #555;} .fmslWm > *{height:inherit;} data-styled.g15[id="UnmuteButton__StyledButton-sc-1fka7li-0"]{content:"fmslWm,"} .kcVOIM{background:#fff;display:-webkit-box;display:-webkit-flex;display:-ms-flexbox;display:flex;-webkit-align-items:center;-webkit-box-align:center;-ms-flex-align:center;align-items:center;-webkit-box-pack:center;-webkit-justify-content:center;-ms-flex-pack:center;justify-content:center;position:relative;pointer-events:none;white-space:nowrap;width:0;opacity:0;-webkit-animation:5s cubic-bezier(0.25,0.46,0.45,0.94) 0.3s hPFVYy;animation:5s cubic-bezier(0.25,0.46,0.45,0.94) 0.3s hPFVYy;} data-styled.g16[id="UnmuteButton__Title-sc-1fka7li-1"]{content:"kcVOIM,"} .vLyUS{z-index:10;display:-webkit-box;display:-webkit-flex;display:-ms-flexbox;display:flex;-webkit-align-items:center;-webkit-box-align:center;-ms-flex-align:center;align-items:center;-webkit-animation:300ms cubic-bezier(0.25,0.46,0.45,0.94) 0s fLRwcH;animation:300ms cubic-bezier(0.25,0.46,0.45,0.94) 0s fLRwcH;} data-styled.g17[id="UnmuteButton__StyledIconWrapper-sc-1fka7li-2"]{content:"vLyUS,"} .iJKgSP{position:absolute;top:0;left:0;width:100%;} data-styled.g18[id="placeholder__VideoRatioHandler-sc-84tgko-0"]{content:"iJKgSP,"} .krphPd{display:inline-block;text-align:center;width:4rem;} data-styled.g19[id="SvgIconWrapper-sc-1qohrk8-0"]{content:"krphPd,"} @font-face{font-family:'Helveticons';font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;src:url('https://styleguide.dagbladet.no/fonts/helveticons.woff') format('woff');font-display:block;} data-styled.g20[id="sc-global-fvkPS1"]{content:"sc-global-fvkPS1,"} @-webkit-keyframes fLRwcH{from{opacity:0;}to{opacity:1;}} @keyframes fLRwcH{from{opacity:0;}to{opacity:1;}} data-styled.g21[id="sc-keyframes-fLRwcH"]{content:"fLRwcH,"} @-webkit-keyframes hPFVYy{from{width:0;opacity:0;}10%{width:100px;opacity:1;}90%{width:100px;opacity:1;}to{width:0;opacity:0;}} @keyframes hPFVYy{from{width:0;opacity:0;}10%{width:100px;opacity:1;}90%{width:100px;opacity:1;}to{width:0;opacity:0;}} data-styled.g22[id="sc-keyframes-hPFVYy"]{content:"hPFVYy,"}

Skru På Lyd

FORELSKA: Nå forteller Henrik Borg hvorfor han befinner seg i Sverige. Det er det nemlig en kvinnelig grunn til. Video: Henrik Borg/ Rød Løper Vis mer

Før hun møtte sin nåværende kjæreste forteller Mena åpenhjertig om et år hvor anoreksien for tredje gang tok grep om livet hennes. 34-åringen forteller overfor avisa at hun ikke orket å gå ut, at musikken var borte og at hun ikke visste om hun noen gang ville skrive musikk igjen.

- Jeg innså at hvis jeg ikke lærer noe av dette, hvis jeg ikke finner meg noen teknikker, så dør jeg, sier hun til VG.

Artisten tok grep og begynte på et kurs for å lære om angst. Å lære seg selv hvordan hun skulle takle angsten og sorgen, ble til et prosjekt som handlet om å redde seg selv. I dag innrømmer Mena at livet er svært godt, og forteller til avisa at 2019 virkelig ble hennes år.

image: Om angsten: - Trodde jeg hadde magesår

Til høsten kommer hun også med et nytt album og med det markerer det fem år siden artisten ga ut ny musikk.

Dagbladet har vært i kontakt med Maria Mena som opplyser at hun ikke ønsker å gi noen ytterligere kommentar.

Mena har tidligere delt åpent om angsten sin. I 2016 skrev hun et lengre innlegg på Facebook-siden sin om at hun nylig hadde innsett at hun hadde angst.

«Jeg har lenge hatt angst. Lenger enn jeg selv har visst det, faktisk. Denne indre uroen som tar over deg både fysisk og psykisk, og som ikke henger på greip, men som likevel gir mening i kaoset», delte hun i innlegget.

.bvHtYg.bvHtYg{position:relative;background:black;background-image:url('https://cdn.jwplayer.com/thumbs/mnM8Lfp4-720.jpg');background-size:cover;padding-bottom:56.25%;-webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0s;transition:padding-bottom 0s;--webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0s;} .bvHtYg.bvHtYg .jwplayer:focus{border:0.1rem solid darkgoldenrod;} .bvHtYg.bvHtYg.sticky-jw{position:relative;background:transparent;padding-bottom:30%;-webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0.4s ease-in;transition:padding-bottom 0.4s ease-in;--webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0.4s ease-in;} .bvHtYg.bvHtYg .jw-slider-time{padding:0 12px;} .bvHtYg.bvHtYg .jw-nextup-body{padding:8px;} .bvHtYg.bvHtYg .jw-title-primary{padding-left:20px;padding-right:20px;padding-bottom:0.5em;font-size:18px;line-height:24px;} .bvHtYg.bvHtYg .jw-title{top:unset;bottom:0;padding-top:0;text-shadow:0 0 2px black;font-weight:600;} .bvHtYg.bvHtYg .jw-title-secondary{display:none;} .bvHtYg.bvHtYg .jw-volume-tip{padding:13px 0 26px;} .bvHtYg.bvHtYg.bvHtYg.bvHtYg .jw-nextup-container{display:none;} .bvHtYg.bvHtYg.bvHtYg.bvHtYg .jw-controls-backdrop{background:transparent;} .bvHtYg.bvHtYg.bvHtYg.bvHtYg .jw-state-idle .jw-controls{background:rgba(0,0,0,0.15);} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm{position:relative;background:black;background-color:black;background-size:cover;padding-bottom:56.25%;-webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0s;transition:padding-bottom 0s;--webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0s;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jwplayer:focus{border:0.1rem solid darkgoldenrod;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm.sticky-jw{position:relative;background:transparent;padding-bottom:30%;-webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0.4s ease-in;transition:padding-bottom 0.4s ease-in;--webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0.4s ease-in;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-slider-time{padding:0 12px;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-nextup-body{padding:8px;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-title-primary{padding-left:20px;padding-right:20px;padding-bottom:0.5em;font-size:18px;line-height:24px;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-title{top:unset;bottom:0;padding-top:0;text-shadow:0 0 2px black;font-weight:600;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-title-secondary{display:none;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-volume-tip{padding:13px 0 26px;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm.kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-nextup-container{display:none;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm.kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-controls-backdrop{background:transparent;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm.kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-state-idle .jw-controls{background:rgba(0,0,0,0.15);} data-styled.g5[id="JWStyler-sc-1ajg9q1-0"]{content:"bvHtYg,kYMcXm,"} .cWpddi{background-color:transparent;-webkit-font-smoothing:initial;display:-webkit-box;display:-webkit-flex;display:-ms-flexbox;display:flex;-webkit-flex-direction:column;-ms-flex-direction:column;flex-direction:column;-webkit-box-pack:center;-webkit-justify-content:center;-ms-flex-pack:center;justify-content:center;-webkit-align-items:center;-webkit-box-align:center;-ms-flex-align:center;align-items:center;text-align:center;position:absolute;top:0;left:0;width:100%;height:100%;color:#fff;background-image:url(https://cdn.jwplayer.com/thumbs/mnM8Lfp4-720.jpg);background-size:cover;} .cWpddi:before{content:'';position:absolute;top:0;left:0;bottom:0;right:0;background-size:100.5% 100.5%;background-image:linear-gradient( to bottom,rgba(0,0,0,0),rgba(0,0,0,0.51) 29%,#000000 );} .cWpddi a:visited{color:#fff;} .cWpddi *{font-family:'Helvetica Neue','Helvetica','Arial',sans-serif;} data-styled.g6[id="VideoPaywall__Main-dm0pqv-0"]{content:"cWpddi,"} .kzWgsD{width:250px;position:relative;font-size:16px;line-height:22px;font-style:italic;-webkit-letter-spacing:0.3px;-moz-letter-spacing:0.3px;-ms-letter-spacing:0.3px;letter-spacing:0.3px;} @media screen and (min-width:64em){.kzWgsD{width:280px;font-size:18px;}} data-styled.g7[id="VideoPaywall__Title-dm0pqv-1"]{content:"kzWgsD,"} .fhertS{opacity:0.8;font-size:14px;position:absolute;bottom:15px;right:10px;text-align:right;} data-styled.g9[id="VideoPaywall__LoginSection-dm0pqv-3"]{content:"fhertS,"} .gfgUyz{color:#222;color:#fff;-webkit-text-decoration:underline;text-decoration:underline;text-transform:uppercase;padding:10px 5px;font-weight:600;} data-styled.g10[id="VideoPaywall__LoginLink-dm0pqv-4"]{content:"gfgUyz,"} .jAllFO{font-family:"Helveticons";-webkit-font-smoothing:antialiased;-moz-osx-font-smoothing:antialiased;speak:none;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;font-variant:normal;text-transform:none;line-height:1;font-size:0.8rem;} .jAllFO::before{content:"\e87e";} data-styled.g11[id="FontIcon__Icon-sc-1l3oo8a-0"]{content:"jAllFO,"} .bprrMT.bprrMT{position:absolute;cursor:pointer;display:none;border:none;top:0;right:0;margin-bottom:0;background:#d60000;color:white;padding:0.1rem;z-index:1;width:1.7rem;height:1.7rem;border-radius:50%;} .bprrMT.bprrMT > span{line-height:1rem;} @media screen and (min-width:64rem){.bprrMT.bprrMT{top:calc(-2.4rem / 2);right:calc(-2.4rem / 2);margin-bottom:calc(2.4rem / 10);}} .bprrMT.bprrMT:focus{outline:none;} data-styled.g12[id="close-sticky-button__StyledButton-sc-18i82sy-0"]{content:"bprrMT,"} .dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize{-webkit-transform:translate(-50%,0);-ms-transform:translate(-50%,0);transform:translate(-50%,0);left:50%;width:100%;position:fixed;top:0;z-index:1010;margin-top:0;} @media screen and (min-width:64rem){.dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize{-webkit-transform:translate(-100%,0);-ms-transform:translate(-100%,0);transform:translate(-100%,0);width:385px;max-width:75rem;left:calc(50% - ((980px / 2) - 385px));margin:20px 0;}} .dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize .jw-title-primary{display:none;} .dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize > div{box-shadow:0.1rem 0.1rem 2.15rem 4px rgba(0,0,0,0.3);} .dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize .close-sticky-btn{display:block;} @media screen and (min-width:64rem){.dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize-main{top:0;position:fixed;width:462px;max-width:75rem;right:calc(50% - 101rem / 2);z-index:1010;border:1rem solid transparent;}.dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize-main .close-sticky-btn{display:none;}} data-styled.g13[id="Sticky__StyledPlayerWrapper-sc-14plne4-0"]{content:"dhMwWz,"} .fmslWm{-webkit-letter-spacing:0.1rem;-moz-letter-spacing:0.1rem;-ms-letter-spacing:0.1rem;letter-spacing:0.1rem;background-color:#ececec;border-color:#bdbdbd;color:#222222;border-style:solid;border-width:0;cursor:pointer;font-weight:400;font-family:inherit;font-size:1.28rem;line-height:normal;margin:0 0.25rem 1.25rem;position:relative;-webkit-text-decoration:none;text-decoration:none;text-align:center;border-radius:0;display:inline-block;padding-top:calc(2.4rem / 2);padding-right:calc(1.4rem * 1.5);padding-bottom:calc(2.4rem / 2);padding-left:calc(1.4rem * 1.5);-webkit-transition:background-color 300ms ease-out;transition:background-color 300ms ease-out;display:none;top:15%;left:2%;height:40px;font-size:16px;position:absolute;background:none;overflow:hidden;margin:0;z-index:10;font-weight:bold;-webkit-letter-spacing:0.1px;-moz-letter-spacing:0.1px;-ms-letter-spacing:0.1px;letter-spacing:0.1px;padding:0;} .fmslWm a{color:inherit;font-size:inherit;font-weight:inherit;-webkit-text-decoration:inherit;text-decoration:inherit;} .fmslWm a:visited{color:inherit;} .fmslWm:hover{box-shadow:0 0 1px 1px #555;} .fmslWm > *{height:inherit;} data-styled.g15[id="UnmuteButton__StyledButton-sc-1fka7li-0"]{content:"fmslWm,"} .kcVOIM{background:#fff;display:-webkit-box;display:-webkit-flex;display:-ms-flexbox;display:flex;-webkit-align-items:center;-webkit-box-align:center;-ms-flex-align:center;align-items:center;-webkit-box-pack:center;-webkit-justify-content:center;-ms-flex-pack:center;justify-content:center;position:relative;pointer-events:none;white-space:nowrap;width:0;opacity:0;-webkit-animation:5s cubic-bezier(0.25,0.46,0.45,0.94) 0.3s hPFVYy;animation:5s cubic-bezier(0.25,0.46,0.45,0.94) 0.3s hPFVYy;} data-styled.g16[id="UnmuteButton__Title-sc-1fka7li-1"]{content:"kcVOIM,"} .vLyUS{z-index:10;display:-webkit-box;display:-webkit-flex;display:-ms-flexbox;display:flex;-webkit-align-items:center;-webkit-box-align:center;-ms-flex-align:center;align-items:center;-webkit-animation:300ms cubic-bezier(0.25,0.46,0.45,0.94) 0s fLRwcH;animation:300ms cubic-bezier(0.25,0.46,0.45,0.94) 0s fLRwcH;} data-styled.g17[id="UnmuteButton__StyledIconWrapper-sc-1fka7li-2"]{content:"vLyUS,"} .iJKgSP{position:absolute;top:0;left:0;width:100%;} data-styled.g18[id="placeholder__VideoRatioHandler-sc-84tgko-0"]{content:"iJKgSP,"} .krphPd{display:inline-block;text-align:center;width:4rem;} data-styled.g19[id="SvgIconWrapper-sc-1qohrk8-0"]{content:"krphPd,"} @font-face{font-family:'Helveticons';font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;src:url('https://styleguide.dagbladet.no/fonts/helveticons.woff') format('woff');font-display:block;} data-styled.g20[id="sc-global-fvkPS1"]{content:"sc-global-fvkPS1,"} @-webkit-keyframes fLRwcH{from{opacity:0;}to{opacity:1;}} @keyframes fLRwcH{from{opacity:0;}to{opacity:1;}} data-styled.g21[id="sc-keyframes-fLRwcH"]{content:"fLRwcH,"} @-webkit-keyframes hPFVYy{from{width:0;opacity:0;}10%{width:100px;opacity:1;}90%{width:100px;opacity:1;}to{width:0;opacity:0;}} @keyframes hPFVYy{from{width:0;opacity:0;}10%{width:100px;opacity:1;}90%{width:100px;opacity:1;}to{width:0;opacity:0;}} data-styled.g22[id="sc-keyframes-hPFVYy"]{content:"hPFVYy,"}

Skru På Lyd

STERK HISTORIE: Dommer i «Skal vi danse», Merete Lingjærde, forteller en sterk historie på TV2 i påsken. Video: TV2 Vis mer

Delte følelsesladd tekst

Hun har tidligere uttalt at hun begynte å skrive sine egne tekster allerede som 11-åring, og i 2016 delte hun altså en åpenhjertig tekst om hvordan hun opplevde angsten - og hva den hadde lært henne.

Selv poengterte hun at skrivingen fungerte terapeutisk, og hevdet at hun har «skrevet seg ut av et anfall».

image: - Kjærlighetssorgen har blitt en del av meg

Dette var Maria Menas følelsesladde tekst om angst:

«Angst. Jeg er livredd. Kroppen er livredd. Det føles ut som om jeg fysisk har blitt spent fast i et hardt plastsete på verdens bratteste berg-og-dal-bane mot min vilje.

Jeg skjelver. Det er som å sitte på et fly i dårlig vær. og hver gang flyet «dropper» følger magen min etter, og jeg faller, men ingen tar meg imot.

Tankene spinner. jeg leter etter grunner og grunnene er mange og ingen, på én og samme gang.

.exkQtu.exkQtu{position:relative;background:black;background-image:url('https://cdn.jwplayer.com/thumbs/59zFsmDV-720.jpg');background-size:cover;padding-bottom:56.25%;-webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0s;transition:padding-bottom 0s;--webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0s;} .exkQtu.exkQtu .jwplayer:focus{border:0.1rem solid darkgoldenrod;} .exkQtu.exkQtu.sticky-jw{position:relative;background:transparent;padding-bottom:30%;-webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0.4s ease-in;transition:padding-bottom 0.4s ease-in;--webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0.4s ease-in;} .exkQtu.exkQtu .jw-slider-time{padding:0 12px;} .exkQtu.exkQtu .jw-nextup-body{padding:8px;} .exkQtu.exkQtu .jw-title-primary{padding-left:20px;padding-right:20px;padding-bottom:0.5em;font-size:18px;line-height:24px;} .exkQtu.exkQtu .jw-title{top:unset;bottom:0;padding-top:0;text-shadow:0 0 2px black;font-weight:600;} .exkQtu.exkQtu .jw-title-secondary{display:none;} .exkQtu.exkQtu .jw-volume-tip{padding:13px 0 26px;} .exkQtu.exkQtu.exkQtu.exkQtu .jw-nextup-container{display:none;} .exkQtu.exkQtu.exkQtu.exkQtu .jw-controls-backdrop{background:transparent;} .exkQtu.exkQtu.exkQtu.exkQtu .jw-state-idle .jw-controls{background:rgba(0,0,0,0.15);} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm{position:relative;background:black;background-color:black;background-size:cover;padding-bottom:56.25%;-webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0s;transition:padding-bottom 0s;--webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0s;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jwplayer:focus{border:0.1rem solid darkgoldenrod;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm.sticky-jw{position:relative;background:transparent;padding-bottom:30%;-webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0.4s ease-in;transition:padding-bottom 0.4s ease-in;--webkit-transition:padding-bottom 0.4s ease-in;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-slider-time{padding:0 12px;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-nextup-body{padding:8px;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-title-primary{padding-left:20px;padding-right:20px;padding-bottom:0.5em;font-size:18px;line-height:24px;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-title{top:unset;bottom:0;padding-top:0;text-shadow:0 0 2px black;font-weight:600;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-title-secondary{display:none;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-volume-tip{padding:13px 0 26px;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm.kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-nextup-container{display:none;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm.kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-controls-backdrop{background:transparent;} .kYMcXm.kYMcXm.kYMcXm.kYMcXm .jw-state-idle .jw-controls{background:rgba(0,0,0,0.15);} data-styled.g5[id="JWStyler-sc-1ajg9q1-0"]{content:"exkQtu,kYMcXm,"} .hqNXbc{background-color:transparent;-webkit-font-smoothing:initial;display:-webkit-box;display:-webkit-flex;display:-ms-flexbox;display:flex;-webkit-flex-direction:column;-ms-flex-direction:column;flex-direction:column;-webkit-box-pack:center;-webkit-justify-content:center;-ms-flex-pack:center;justify-content:center;-webkit-align-items:center;-webkit-box-align:center;-ms-flex-align:center;align-items:center;text-align:center;position:absolute;top:0;left:0;width:100%;height:100%;color:#fff;background-image:url(https://cdn.jwplayer.com/thumbs/59zFsmDV-720.jpg);background-size:cover;} .hqNXbc:before{content:'';position:absolute;top:0;left:0;bottom:0;right:0;background-size:100.5% 100.5%;background-image:linear-gradient( to bottom,rgba(0,0,0,0),rgba(0,0,0,0.51) 29%,#000000 );} .hqNXbc a:visited{color:#fff;} .hqNXbc *{font-family:'Helvetica Neue','Helvetica','Arial',sans-serif;} data-styled.g6[id="VideoPaywall__Main-dm0pqv-0"]{content:"hqNXbc,"} .kzWgsD{width:250px;position:relative;font-size:16px;line-height:22px;font-style:italic;-webkit-letter-spacing:0.3px;-moz-letter-spacing:0.3px;-ms-letter-spacing:0.3px;letter-spacing:0.3px;} @media screen and (min-width:64em){.kzWgsD{width:280px;font-size:18px;}} data-styled.g7[id="VideoPaywall__Title-dm0pqv-1"]{content:"kzWgsD,"} .fhertS{opacity:0.8;font-size:14px;position:absolute;bottom:15px;right:10px;text-align:right;} data-styled.g9[id="VideoPaywall__LoginSection-dm0pqv-3"]{content:"fhertS,"} .gfgUyz{color:#222;color:#fff;-webkit-text-decoration:underline;text-decoration:underline;text-transform:uppercase;padding:10px 5px;font-weight:600;} data-styled.g10[id="VideoPaywall__LoginLink-dm0pqv-4"]{content:"gfgUyz,"} .jAllFO{font-family:"Helveticons";-webkit-font-smoothing:antialiased;-moz-osx-font-smoothing:antialiased;speak:none;font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;font-variant:normal;text-transform:none;line-height:1;font-size:0.8rem;} .jAllFO::before{content:"\e87e";} data-styled.g11[id="FontIcon__Icon-sc-1l3oo8a-0"]{content:"jAllFO,"} .bprrMT.bprrMT{position:absolute;cursor:pointer;display:none;border:none;top:0;right:0;margin-bottom:0;background:#d60000;color:white;padding:0.1rem;z-index:1;width:1.7rem;height:1.7rem;border-radius:50%;} .bprrMT.bprrMT > span{line-height:1rem;} @media screen and (min-width:64rem){.bprrMT.bprrMT{top:calc(-2.4rem / 2);right:calc(-2.4rem / 2);margin-bottom:calc(2.4rem / 10);}} .bprrMT.bprrMT:focus{outline:none;} data-styled.g12[id="close-sticky-button__StyledButton-sc-18i82sy-0"]{content:"bprrMT,"} .dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize{-webkit-transform:translate(-50%,0);-ms-transform:translate(-50%,0);transform:translate(-50%,0);left:50%;width:100%;position:fixed;top:0;z-index:1010;margin-top:0;} @media screen and (min-width:64rem){.dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize{-webkit-transform:translate(-100%,0);-ms-transform:translate(-100%,0);transform:translate(-100%,0);width:385px;max-width:75rem;left:calc(50% - ((980px / 2) - 385px));margin:20px 0;}} .dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize .jw-title-primary{display:none;} .dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize > div{box-shadow:0.1rem 0.1rem 2.15rem 4px rgba(0,0,0,0.3);} .dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize .close-sticky-btn{display:block;} @media screen and (min-width:64rem){.dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize-main{top:0;position:fixed;width:462px;max-width:75rem;right:calc(50% - 101rem / 2);z-index:1010;border:1rem solid transparent;}.dhMwWz.dhMwWz.player-minimize-main .close-sticky-btn{display:none;}} data-styled.g13[id="Sticky__StyledPlayerWrapper-sc-14plne4-0"]{content:"dhMwWz,"} .fmslWm{-webkit-letter-spacing:0.1rem;-moz-letter-spacing:0.1rem;-ms-letter-spacing:0.1rem;letter-spacing:0.1rem;background-color:#ececec;border-color:#bdbdbd;color:#222222;border-style:solid;border-width:0;cursor:pointer;font-weight:400;font-family:inherit;font-size:1.28rem;line-height:normal;margin:0 0.25rem 1.25rem;position:relative;-webkit-text-decoration:none;text-decoration:none;text-align:center;border-radius:0;display:inline-block;padding-top:calc(2.4rem / 2);padding-right:calc(1.4rem * 1.5);padding-bottom:calc(2.4rem / 2);padding-left:calc(1.4rem * 1.5);-webkit-transition:background-color 300ms ease-out;transition:background-color 300ms ease-out;display:none;top:15%;left:2%;height:40px;font-size:16px;position:absolute;background:none;overflow:hidden;margin:0;z-index:10;font-weight:bold;-webkit-letter-spacing:0.1px;-moz-letter-spacing:0.1px;-ms-letter-spacing:0.1px;letter-spacing:0.1px;padding:0;} .fmslWm a{color:inherit;font-size:inherit;font-weight:inherit;-webkit-text-decoration:inherit;text-decoration:inherit;} .fmslWm a:visited{color:inherit;} .fmslWm:hover{box-shadow:0 0 1px 1px #555;} .fmslWm > *{height:inherit;} data-styled.g15[id="UnmuteButton__StyledButton-sc-1fka7li-0"]{content:"fmslWm,"} .kcVOIM{background:#fff;display:-webkit-box;display:-webkit-flex;display:-ms-flexbox;display:flex;-webkit-align-items:center;-webkit-box-align:center;-ms-flex-align:center;align-items:center;-webkit-box-pack:center;-webkit-justify-content:center;-ms-flex-pack:center;justify-content:center;position:relative;pointer-events:none;white-space:nowrap;width:0;opacity:0;-webkit-animation:5s cubic-bezier(0.25,0.46,0.45,0.94) 0.3s hPFVYy;animation:5s cubic-bezier(0.25,0.46,0.45,0.94) 0.3s hPFVYy;} data-styled.g16[id="UnmuteButton__Title-sc-1fka7li-1"]{content:"kcVOIM,"} .vLyUS{z-index:10;display:-webkit-box;display:-webkit-flex;display:-ms-flexbox;display:flex;-webkit-align-items:center;-webkit-box-align:center;-ms-flex-align:center;align-items:center;-webkit-animation:300ms cubic-bezier(0.25,0.46,0.45,0.94) 0s fLRwcH;animation:300ms cubic-bezier(0.25,0.46,0.45,0.94) 0s fLRwcH;} data-styled.g17[id="UnmuteButton__StyledIconWrapper-sc-1fka7li-2"]{content:"vLyUS,"} .iJKgSP{position:absolute;top:0;left:0;width:100%;} data-styled.g18[id="placeholder__VideoRatioHandler-sc-84tgko-0"]{content:"iJKgSP,"} .krphPd{display:inline-block;text-align:center;width:4rem;} data-styled.g19[id="SvgIconWrapper-sc-1qohrk8-0"]{content:"krphPd,"} @font-face{font-family:'Helveticons';font-style:normal;font-weight:normal;src:url('https://styleguide.dagbladet.no/fonts/helveticons.woff') format('woff');font-display:block;} data-styled.g454[id="sc-global-fvkPS1"]{content:"sc-global-fvkPS1,"} @-webkit-keyframes fLRwcH{from{opacity:0;}to{opacity:1;}} @keyframes fLRwcH{from{opacity:0;}to{opacity:1;}} data-styled.g455[id="sc-keyframes-fLRwcH"]{content:"fLRwcH,"} @-webkit-keyframes hPFVYy{from{width:0;opacity:0;}10%{width:100px;opacity:1;}90%{width:100px;opacity:1;}to{width:0;opacity:0;}} @keyframes hPFVYy{from{width:0;opacity:0;}10%{width:100px;opacity:1;}90%{width:100px;opacity:1;}to{width:0;opacity:0;}} data-styled.g456[id="sc-keyframes-hPFVYy"]{content:"hPFVYy,"}

Skru På Lyd

ÅPENHJERTIG: Artist Maria Mena gjestet «Senkveld» i 2016 og fortalte om skilsmissen og isolasjonen i ettertid. Video: TV 2 Vis mer

Jeg føler meg rastløs og utmattet på én og samme gang.

Jeg vet jeg må oppsøke hjelp, men jeg kommer ikke på noen å ringe. Jeg vil ut av min egen kropp, den føles fysisk tung å bære på. Jeg vil ligge i fosterstilling, men jeg kommer meg ikke opp av senga.

Ingen elsker meg. Ingen passer på meg. jeg er helt alene i hele universet! Jeg er så liten! Jeg klarer ikke å ta vare på meg selv! Jeg er så fryktelig liten!!

Om jeg dør nå. kommer noen til å bry seg?».

Innlegget ble den gang hyllet på Facebook, og hun fikk hundrevis av støttende kommentarer og reaksjoner.

Lyst til å diskutere?

#forum-inngang { border: 3px solid #d60000; font-family: roboto; text-align: center; margin: 0.5rem; float: none; clear: both; } #forum-inngang a { display: block; color: #222; text-decoration: none; padding: 10px; } #forum-inngang h1.heading-large { font-size: 2rem; text-decoration: underline; text-decoration-color: #d60000; margin-top: 0; margin-bottom: 1rem; } #forum-inngang p.heading-small { font-size: 1.2rem; font-weight: 500; margin-bottom: 0; margin-top: 1rem; } @media screen and (min-width: 650px) { #forum-inngang { margin: 0; } #forum-inngang h1.heading-large { font-size: 2.5rem; } #forum-inngang p.heading-small { font-size: 1.5rem; } }

Lik Dagbladet Kjendis på Facebook